Thursday, March 24, 2011

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"There is no human love that is not broken somewhere."
- Henri Nouwen

I am full (God empty me)
of the desire to be needed
because what is needed
cannot be replaced so easily,
will not be discarded so easily—
because yes, sometimes
I am full of fears like that

But the truth is
that it is      not necessary
(to be needed) here,
and perhaps the fact
of me being here
says I am
necessary—
in a way that has nothing to do with the mean little
being-needed which my heart cultivates so reflexively
or the being-wanted which it wants, for that matter—

or anyway,
as necessary as
I need      to be

10 comments:

  1. This is beautiful. I love it.

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  2. reminds me of Brown...

    But thou art all replete with very thou,
    And hast such shrewd activity,
    That, when He comes, He says :—" This is enow
    Unto itself—’Twere better let it be:
    It is so small and full, there is no room for Me."

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  3. Heidi - Thank you so much. :)

    Noel - You are such a fantastic source of poetry--and the kind that I don't normally read.

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  4. I love this. The meter is perfectly complementary to the mattter.

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  5. Jenica and Odessa - Thanks so much, friends.

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  6. Wow! That is beautiful! And you are needed and wanted and loved :)

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  7. Dawn - Ohw, thank you so much! I hope you know the same of yourself.

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  8. Ahh this was very good for me to read. <3

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  9. Erin - Then I'm glad I wrote it up here for you too.

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