December / January

Morning leftovers

Two women I used to live with came to visit; we had a chill night in. Homemade cupcakes and sake. I don't own any sake cups so we made do with teacups.

Humming

O my city
in the raín, bý
the sèa —
I love,
I love,
I love

Velvet

Gratitudes + things that are making me happy

• a magical care package

• the concept of equanimity

• friendship on analog ("slow friendship," Poppy Gallico called it)

• lovely customer service

• gathering bravery and rigor to articulate precisely to myself (in my journal) those things that I need to

• and the feeling of release that follows

• deciding not to care about some things that I could care about, but don't need to. like watching Downton Abbey.

• matriarchal visions

• decluttering/purging of possessions

• the extended version of the Swedish Millenium Trilogy

• deviled eggs

• being really honest

• still night air

• that in every epic fantasy movie, there is at least one man with exactly the same haircut as me

• also I trimmed my hair and it turned out quite well